Rocker; With An Attitude
halloo there...~
B's back..
Azri's back..
Boi's back...
ouh wat the heck...
whatever u all r callin' me nowadays...
I'm back here again..
Sorrie for not updating ma blog... been lazy.. n been buzy...
hmmzz... so where shld i start...
*think*
*think*
Ouh yeah...s u noe it, i'm in the army... already been 1yr+ serving dis country..
& in just another short 10mths n i'll b thru... (finally!)
so wat happened wen i was away....?
well...
somethings happened.... haha
Everything like went so fast...
1st few mths in army... i became Botak..(duh)
hmmzz..
ouh yah... since the saddest ending btwn me n yana..
been single for more den 2yrs... well.. nothing much happen during dis time..
only started to haf insomnia.. cant slp most of d days..
sleeping very very late..even didn't slp at all sometimes..
my sleeping disorder getting worse, is it??
hehehehee.. ouh yah.. n i've got darker...
haish~..
Anywayz...i've nothing much to blog about..
hmmzz...
ouh.... yah...
After more den 2yrs being alone, torn apart n pessimistic towards maself..
i've got to noe a gal.........
Who opened up ma heart back.. healed da pain..
I thot i wld nvr be in love again..
Ok ok...
Let's not get so mushy2...
make it short eh...~
Well, basically, i'm single again now..
never to love again.. no no..
dun u think love is like a cycle?..1st, its flirting.. den love.. den break up followed by heartbreak.. den back to flirting again~...
Ouh man.. its time i'll just break dat cycle.. i've been so fcuking stupid wen in love.
i still cant forget her..
Although the time went so fast foward..
the possibility dat she could open up ma heart back made me loVe her so much..
really miss her..
haish...~
Well... i'm tired of being angry all the time.. dun wish to b in a relatnship nomore..
Yah, i lied d 1st time.. but dis time is really for a much painful reason..
something that i'll nvr ever forgive..
haisshhhh~~... But she made me learn sumthing..
I learned to b stronger..
Like wat a fren of mine told me..
'love is something u haf to wait.. that is called destiny.. no matter wat happens, juz b strong..depend on no one but urself'
hahaha.. that's wat he told me.. eh , if ur reading dis, thx for d advise ..
thx eh matrip.. muahahhaa..
k... i've gotta go now.. wish i cld blog more.. but gotta go back to kranji camp by 9pm tonyte.. will b away till saturday k.. gonna b bz in d jungle.. haha..
take care peepz..
'B' signing outz..
5:51 PM