i noe u peepz r wondering y i've not been blogging for a long time... Well, sorri i've been away for so long..i'm kinda bz wit sum personal things. & they really got my mind go haywire... & made me like, in no mood to blog anything..
Not even a single thing a blogged... er, except for da previous one... haha.....'Azri is Dead'.. Well.. i'm juz brain dead dis paz few weeks... Bz wit school projects, assignments n stuffs..
& yeah, didnt prepare at all for my Statistics & Matrices test... i was sitting in front of dat paper, n my mind went totally blank... n i didint even pass up the tutorials...
& i've been thinking y da hell i've not been focusing on my studies.. Well, dats one of da personal issues dats been running in my mind.. yeah.. i mean, wat da hell m i doing here? i wanna focus on my studies, but i cant..
...& i'm thinking where m i going ryte now...
i'm not a smart kid anymore, i cant decide on things, always play games n not paying attention in class... & i noe it, & regret doing all these...but i stil kept on doing 'em...
i fell like,' y r u beiong useless?? wat da hell m i doing here, wasting my dad's money??' ..
Sheesh.. wish i could juz kill myself..
Guess i've been thinking too much... Aargh, wat da hell!... Anyway, Anep & Wan decided to make a class pit instead of a class picnic.. ok, sure.. anything goes wit me... so they told evrybody there's a change of plans... & persuading them, 'saiko' them... hahaha... sukati mereka lah.. i'm da 'Okay Go' type, so, any plans will do.... but my classmates... they r sooo..like... 'Cerewet'.. ishh.... y dont i give each of ;em a flying kick to their groins & stop being so childish-like~..
Ouh well, at least evryone decided on organising a class pitz... hey ppl, hope it's gonna b on 21st march k.. cuz i'm not sure i'm free on any other dayz.. i might b working~...
Awrytez... gotta go now.. n sori again for not blogging for da paz few weekz.. i wasn't juz myself at da time.. mayb not even now.. For those hu missed me, miss ya too.. ;-)
